library prayer

Almighty Father,
As you know this library can be a monstrosity of distractions and contractions from truth and academics. I'm sorry for letting the girls and surfline and espn and youtube and laziness get in the way of my duties. The things you've entrusted me to, I push away because i'm having "a bad day" or I don't FEEL like working hard today, the excuses are endless but it always comes down to the same mess, I don't know why but there's just no motivation to excel at the moment. I know you want me to shine and glorify you with my life and I know that if I don't work hard I will never grow, learn, or return fruitful with the talents you've given me. But at the same time if I try to build this house of knowledge and so-called academic "success" without you behind it, its meaningless. And if you are not the builder of my house than my house is fruitless. I know that my laziness has brought you distress and I'm sorry for not always doing my best. Please Lord give me the strength energy drive and capacity to truly drive out demons and fight through all the most challenging seasons. Use me today to grow and prove productive in purity. Thanks for dying for me and rising for me and help me to allow your power to motivate me. I love you G.